Lovefading Innocence

by My Sixth Shadow

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Magnus Isaksen Fantastic album! The previous albums were great, but here it's perfected. Choosing a favorite song is almost impossible. Favorite track: Broken Mirror.
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1.
Useless 04:47
Another day A wasted day (And I don't have an alibi) I spend my time In stupid rites (To find a reason for my life) There ain't a chance A fucking chance To be a different one to me There ain't a chance I've always failed It's just an endless fall I am asking to my senses The reason for I am going down I am looking for the traces Of an endless sleep Nobody wants to hear me Nobody wants to same me now I need chance to runaway Over my useless life I'd need to pray But I won't pray (I am too tired to receive a sign) Another time In futile rites (My eyes are empty I guess I'm blind) There ain't a chance A fucking chance To be a different one to me There ain't a chance I've always failed It's just a costant fall I am asking to my senses The reason for I am going down I am looking for the traces Of an endless sleep Nobody wants to hear me Nobody wants to save me now I need a chance to runaway Over my useless life There ain't a chance A fucking chance To be a different one to me There ain't a chance I've always failed It's just an endless fall (Over my useless life)
2.
I don't think it's necessary To show my inner state I don't think you're necessary To save me from this gorge To follow to the other side Where I'll kill my self I'm running through the burning fields Of my lonely darkest days I'm feeling lost inside the frame Of my lonely darkest days I don't need this life I've buried beneath my withered heart And don't you try to tell your fairy Tales so don't you try To give me all your beaming light I've lost inside me I'm running through the burning fields Of my lonely darkest days I'm feeling lost inside the frame Of my lonely darkest days
3.
So Far 03:23
"So far from your heart, babe How can u kill this love" As the world is sleepin' at night You know I think around my life It was like a dream Now it's just a nightmare All the ways you're draining my eyes All the pain you make me cry All I get is this vengeance of you I ain't got the courage to defend So far from your heart Babe Why do you let me fall So far from your heart Darling How can you kill this love I hope these words catch you inside I wish they enter your private life I am down on my knees Please don't make me suffer The times we tried to reach for the sky Now I guess I was so blind Oh, I was just the one To hope our dream came true So far from your heart Babe Why do you let me fall So far from your heart My darling How can you kill this love "How can you kill me inside"
4.
Show me the secret Behind your intentions (Before I got) Before I got Another impression Of dubious emotions Cause I don't wanna be your slave I see you deride All the feelings I use to hide I'll never complain As you hurt me I want to stare Somewhere there will be something To explain me why Oh, oh You want me to be enslaved By the wish of your love Show me the way Of your gratification (Before I was) Before I was Another insensible Sign of desolation Cause I don't wanna take these chains I see you deride All the feelings I use to hide I'll never complain As you hurt me I want to stare (The pain, the anger the suffering)
5.
Do you remember the time that we share When we were one of two? It can't be true This change of you Every time that I gave you my life You hurt me like a knife In the deep of my heart You're just a shadow in my love Oh baby you left me alone Love is the deepest colour In my heart that burns in sorrow Shadows in my love I can't forget all the times that we shared You're in everything that moves How I can love You never knew And I can't do without thinking of you You're still in everyplace Where we have gone You're just a shadow in my love Oh baby you left me alone Love is the deepest colour In my heart that burns in sorrow Shadows in my love You said that I filled your life But now I know You told me lies You're still beside me inside my dreams You're just a shadow in my love Oh baby you left me alone Love is the deepest colour In my heart that burns in sorrow Shadows in my love
6.
Forever 03:42
Hold me Enslaved me And catch me in your dark embrace Watch me I'm begging to you All the dreams that you have Uhh I'm bleeding for you All I know Is that you're taking me Into your dark world All I want Is the satisfaction Of your black blood All I've done Is another step in you Because now I belong to you forever Take me Enslave me And kill me in your dark embrace Watch me I'm bleeding for you And give you all the dreams that I had Uhh I'm dying for you it's all gone In a hidden part beneath your dark world it's all lost In a drowning fall into your black blood it's all done Just another step in you From now on I'll belong to you forever
7.
I am still waiting For the dawn To heal the wounds inside my heart (The pain's still increasing) I'm wondering I'm seeking for The meaning of this pool of blood (You won't watch me creeping) Honestly I don't know why (You're walking by the straight lines of my mind) Strongly I need you by my side (I need you, I need you, I need you by my side) These are the words I never spoke These clear things never seen before The broken mirror of your soul Without my image anymore This is the time I ever thought The freedom never felt before The broken mirror of your soul Without my essence anymore The spell now is broken Definitely from my soul My hands are stained What have I done? Your lifeless body on the floor (Your eyes can't start crying) No sympathy There's no remorse I did the right way I know for sure (And you can't stop laughing) Honestly I don't know why (You wander in the dark side of my mind ) Sincerely I need you by my side (I need you, I need you, I need you by my side) These are the words I never spoke These clear things never seen before The broken mirror of your soul Without my image anymore This is the time I ever thought The freedom I never felt before The broken mirror of your soul Without my essence anymore The spell now is broken Definitely from my soul ...From my soul I am still waiting for the dawn To heal the damage inside of my heart
8.
(I know, I know) There is something You left behind In a hidden place in time It's a strange kind of magic That makes the sun go down I never meant to live in sorrow Never meant to bear this way I gotta spread all the tears never cried before Distant spaces for a lonely heart You're getting all Cause your name is the meaning of love You're getting more What I've got and what I've done You're getting love Cause my life is simply a shade Inside your hate-loving heart I fall, I fall There ain't nothing I can look bright It's a glowing glide inside It's a sort of enchantment That makes me go so down I never meant to live this sorrow Never meant this way at all I gotta cry all my best for the sake of you There's no heaven for a lonely heart You're getting all Cause your name is the meaning of love You're getting more What I've got and what I've done You're getting love Cause my life is simply a shade Inside your hate-loving heart You're getting all Cause your name is the meaning of love You're getting more What I've got and what I've done You're getting love Cause my life is simply a shade Inside your hate-loving heart
9.
You feel so blue You feel so alone I know there is no more chance to To make it right To fall n' die You've got to realize Invite the poison Don't b afraid (You never have to live this way) Invite the poison With no remorse (This life you know is something wrong) You feel so down You feel so untrue I know there is no more time to To make it real Your dreams they steal You got to realize Invite the poison Don't waste your time (You never have to live in pain) Invite the poison Don't hesitate (This life you know it's something wrong) You try n' try Just one more time There is no God Who wants to hear you prayin' I'll fly over you I'll b your guide N' teach you to fly Over this land Of misery You'll fly over your tragedies N' teach you to fly N' teach you to fly To this special place Where you'll never fall in pain
10.
Complete 05:35
11.
Crushed 03:34
Escaping The sun light And waiting for the dark to come I'm craving And taking A long breath to begin to run Distortion Contortion A never ending dispute in my brain I'm acting Or just pretending To be the man that I am not This is just my opinion (I'm crushed by love) I'll lose myself into the oblivion (I'm crushed by love) Have I got to go away Have I got to mend my mistakes Ooooh I'm crushed by love I want to fly free And break all these chains you imposed me Don't wannabe crushed by love I want to break lose I don't wanna see you deride me Don't wannabe crushed by love Refusing The delight Of your bloody kisses on my heart I'm waiting N' searching For another chance to be the one I take over And consider Every lie you told me from the start I am acting Or just pretending To have the strength that I have not This is just my opinion (I'm crushed by love) I'll lose myself into the oblivion (I'm crushed by love) Have I got to run away Have I got to mend my mistakes Ooooh I'm crushed by love I want to fly free And break all these chains you imposed me Don't wannabe crushed by love I want to break lose I don't wanna see you deride me Don't wannabe crushed by love
12.
How do you feel When my emotions come to real And all your breath declines Into silver drops of light The vanishing point Where I put my mortal spoils Where I'd like to fade away Where I'd like to cut my veins These shades of grey These shades of me I made this void inside These shades of grey You left in me I never meant to change your life into death How can you feel As my devotion comes to real As I weep myself to sleep Into these crawling shades of grey This perishing light If I try to close my eyes If I try to fade away Now it's time to cut my veins These shades of grey These shades of me No redemption for your life These shades of grey You left in me I never meant to change your life into death Fear - Coldness - Confusion The twisted form of my mind An empty cradle painted of black This is the maze that closed myself These shades of grey These shades full of memories These shades prevail Surrounding all I see The shades of grey The shades of my life
13.
See the stone set in your eyes See the thorn twist in your side I wait for you Sleight of hand and twist of fate On a bed of nails she makes me wait And I wait without you With or without you With or without you Through the storm we reach the shore You give it all but I want more And I'm waiting for you With or without you With or without you I can't live With or without you And you give yourself away And you give yourself away And you give And you give And you give yourself away My hands are tied My body bruised, she's got me with Nothing to win and Nothing left to lose And you give yourself away And you give yourself away And you give And you give And you give yourself away With or without you With or without you I can't live With or without you With or without you With or without you I can't live With or without you With or without you

about

After an intense song writing period from spring until winter of 2003, the songs selected for the real debut album were ready in demo version. Only one track of the old set was included in the new album track list (Shadows In My Love). In the meantime Victor founded a new band, Dope Stars Inc. (Industrial/ Ebm/ Metal), together with the Grace Khold that designed the 10 Steps 2 Your Heart artwork. The “Love-fading Innocence” recordings started in January 2004 at the Subsound Records studios. The pre-master was ready in April 2004.

The ultimate sound of the band was achieved: An incredible mix of deathrock, darkwave, obscure sounds, mixed with modern shaped heavy metal influences, electro sounds and gothic/punk attitude. It was as though Bauhaus, Christian Death, Metallica, My Dying Bride, Paradise Lost, Depeche Mode and In Flames working together developing a new style. You can’t describe fully, with few words, such a wide mix of influences. You can just let My Sixth Shadow surround you and feel the passion behind it.

"Love-Fading Innocence" was mastered by Mika Jussila at Finnvox Studios (Finland), packed with excellent artwork designed by
Grace Khold

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My Sixth Shadow Rome, Italy

The widely scattered 6th shadow that every human being drops toward the senseless universe reflecting its lonely condition. Like grains of white sand, tightly lying on a desert land. Try to behold your existence. The masks you wear everyday.
The motley-pretending way of appearing that you are so used to. You are just the shadow cast by the real one you keep trapped inside your soul.
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